My Edges

Don't play around my edges cause i'll stab you and slit your throat.

There is only so much that I can tolerate. But when an insulting remark gets targeted towards not only me but a lot of people I care about.. I get ticked off. For instance..

Today Nima and I were sitting at our "Student's Voices" table to get the word out about our upcoming meeting. Nima and I didn't have to do this, but we honestly care about representing students' voices as best as we can. Partly, I made this meeting to shut up those ignorant complainers. Always blabbin about this is lame that is lame.. but when you allow them to tell it to your face.. they stuck face and walk away. For instance..

So that pig-nosed girl who's locker is near mine and obviously she's not a very important person if I don't know her name.. made a rude and broadly insulting comment. "Leadership should stop ignoring the students," I believe the comment was. This was one of the most igorant and trite comment I have ever heard. Without hesitation, I jump from my seat and call her out as she tried walking away. I URGED her to sign up for my "Student Voices" meeting so I can hear more of what she has to say. By URGING her, I spoke sharply and clearly directly to her. I didn't curse.. I didn't yell. I kept my tone directly towards her as if I was aiming a calm taser. She said ok and walked towards the sign up table. As a common coward, she made up some bullshit that she had a club where she was vice president (wOw notice I didn't capitalize it) where she was supposedly desperately needed and couldn't sign up for my meeting because she's too afraid to get verbally scraped as she did today. Her absent face and urged legs to walk away as quickly as she could gave me satisfaction. Although I know I didn't change her perspective of leadership, I'm satisfied that I let her know that she wouldn't get away that easily if she ever snickered an insulting comment about us again. And that's what made all the difference.

Wooo

I GOT MY Ls!!! (aka License! People don't know the lingo.)

Smobbinnnnn

K so I was prune juiced when I got my license. Asian doode from Claremont brought me on the busy side of Claremont so I was kinna nervous.. but hay I pulled it off! I even shook his hand. haha Got to school after and gloated like hella.

Fruitful Friday (blog for yesterday)

Senate - EMILY FARTIG WITH OREOS!!!
Lunch - with my daughter Samsung. We ate at Falafel where it was hella warmer than the nipple-stiffling-cold. I told her about the assassin game and she seemed to be really into it. She's usually really random when I try to talk to her about one subject, but she actually listened and stuck to one subject at a time. That was nice to see the tangible side of her again.. instead of the everyday hello at the locker. With the last five months left of my high school days, Samsung reminded me how important it is to continue passing down my knowledge/legacy to the underclassmen. Instead of being all emo, i'll just savor the moments. Thanks for creating a worthy savorable moment.
BBall game vs. Hercules - sat around concessions with Mermanica and Nima. wOoOot we dominated in VAR 72 - 43 (somethin like that)!!! Sport games energize my socialness. I got to talk to P-cilla, J-dogg, and my other sophy daughter Lapoerow! hehehe I embarrassed Gaby sooo much. Her friends were around and I was raving about how cool of a mom I am. Their hysterical laughing, blushing, and glazy eyes fixated on me gave me the feeling that they found me fascinating and entertaining. Good feeling. I LOVE UNDERCLASSMEN!
Post game - Mermanica, Nima and I cruised around for a mission. Our goal this year is to get dates for Winterball! So we set up prospective dates and plan a cute way to ask them (since guys these days don't have the balls). Since Glerv missed his pizza party in Siltanen's, I bought him a whole pizza box. With hot sauce, I wrote "Eat pizza on a plate. Will you be my Winterball date?" I presented to him as Mermanica and Nima were listening from the stairs. hahaha So he said sure and woop woop I have a Winterball date! Time to work on Nima and Mermanica.

Get to know them

The more time you spend with someone, the more you get to know them. I'm glad I had that chance today. Well maybe i'll go in depth later because i currently have feelings of flusteredness because I want to write a decent blog but I MUST study for the APES test tomorrow. So until then...

Bummer

Soo I failed my first driving test. One critical driving error.. so I was making a left turn on a wide intersection and the sun gets in my eyes so I couldnt see my lane and the trainer had to pull my steering wheel to "avoid an accident." BLAAAH BOO! Anyway, I'm going to past next time! At least I drove back to school. I realize that I don't love school as much as I used to.. well I guess it's love because you can hate even if you love. Awkward relationship we have huh. I needed some Spanish in my life (since I quit Spanish this year due to some major apathy), so I'm listening to "A Puro Dolor." Although i'm listening to the Spanglish version, I still feel the espanol vibe. Plus, you gotta start slow with these things. I hope to get back into speaking/writing Spanish and Japanese when i'm in college. Eh, who knows what my motivations will be when I go to college; socializing, alcohol, cheese? People who complimented my new hairstyle totally boosted my ego to uber. Thank yoooou! Why is that, when I show up to ASB late.. something important is always happening?? When I am there nothing gets crackin much. For instance, Thomas actually spoke to us as a group. Well, it was about semester grades and quarter projects. He's usually gone at a meeting or is occupied with some girl's basketball stuff. It's kind of like having an absent father. and yeah, I do know how that feels like. Although my dad drives me everywhere now.. he wasn't really there for me last year and he's always in his room. Anyway, i was doing my hair with Thein and I made my own mini fohawk. heeee It's pretty cool. makes my bangs more prominent.

Weekend Fun

Friday - Nima is a safe driver!

Saturday - Haircut at Bella Union on Filmore street. Nima and I got off the bus too early, so we had to walk up a hill. haha It's alright though. Good exercise. Nice man helped us along the way. Hair cut - not satisfied. BUT with the ego boost from friends esp VePenis and my brother, I love my hair! As Nima would agree, i'm a top model so I can work it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY VEPENIS! "toast toast! I remember the first day I met VePenis.. it was in P.E. She looked sexy in her P.E. uniform." Cheesecake factory fa sheez. Caramel pecan = instant yes. Snicker cheesecake for "Asian Bear." Cold sleep with VePenis.

Disappointment

I don't understand why hella bad things happen to good people. Good people who.. when you think of them.. you think of rainbows, cookies and puppies. Ya know? Today I found out "my little sister" was cheated on by her dirty mexican bf. wtf is that? and the girl he did it with.. we used to be best friends. I thought I knew her better. Makes you question and second guess people right?

First Day of 2007 at School

I cannot front anymore. I was hella excited to go to school today! I don't have to be lonely anymore. haha I gave a lotta big hugs. Lehaa's "pregnant." I came back to school with a cheerful attitude as I said I would. The reward is worth it, so i'm going to smile, yell greetings to my peeps and walk like how a happy person would walk from now on.

ooh I melted a bit when Michael Buble's voice came on from the song "You Don't Know Me." heeeee

New Year

Song that goes with yesterday night..
Eagle Eye Cherry - Save Tonight

Last night was the most fun I've had all year. Good way to end 2006. I must credit this with being accompanied by great friends, breezy cold weather and necessary substances. haaa Let me recap: I baked cheesecake-brownies with Glerv and Linh. Everyone were raving over them because some of them forgot to eat before. Leanduh, Viet and I drove around looking for food places. Burrito truck closed?! Conspiracy.. where are the Mexicans we transported for labor to work on Christmas and New Years?! haaa The partay was happenin at Army's hizzle. Fa sheez! Hella heads in Army's room havin a good time. Some outside taking a break and whiffing the fresh cool air. Leanduh took care of me and we talked like how good friends do. Kissing frenzy! David G is scarcely afraid of cows and aparently thinks I'm Jesus. "Jesus, give me magical powers!" hahaha DTao, VePenis, Nima and I shared blankets and the same bed. Oh the horror... "Oh no, Venus gurgles when she sleeps." Sherry Sharlene snores like a beast and farts like one too. (once I remember more, i'll update) Reflection: Tonight deeply made me realize how hard it's going to be to leave my friends. These nights are unforgettable, so i'll cherish it for as long as I can remember. Thanks to all and its that contributed to a great 2006 for me! NOW IT'S 2007 BABY!! TIME TO DO IT BIG!


Picture from NIma's camera